| New Years Resolution |
[Dec. 30th, 2007|03:28 am] |
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So Here's my New years resolutions. I hope that I have enough will power to do it!
1. Lose 10 pounds
2. Start running again
3. Save money to buy a motorcycle
4. pick up a new hobby
5. remember to pay my bills on time
6. get a job promotion(hopefully)
7. find a bf (its about time)
8. stop partying
9. get better grades
10. make more money and save save save!!
2007 was not the greatest year for me. Partying too much doing not so well in school and isolating myself from good friends took a huge toll on me. Towards the spring time, my mood was lifted. Second year turned out to be good as i joined VSA and CASS, things looked really good, made so many new friends and connections, I love it right now and I hope 2008 will be even better. Hopefully, I'll lose 10 pounds by summer time and have money saved up by then to buy my bike!! I'm so excited to learn to ride a motorcycle with my friend. We made a pact and hopefully, if things go well for me this year, it will work out as I wish. Keeping my fingers crossed*** |
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| Asshole |
[Aug. 4th, 2007|12:56 am] |
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So many things have happened this past year. I finished first year university even though i had to change majors I made it till the end which i'm so happy. I've lost good friends, gained more friends became closer with people in highschool. It's just to bad that I haven't had anyone to share special time with. Special as in relationship wise. I was really looking forward to having and sharing a new relationship with a significant other this summer but seems like that hope has not been fullfilled. What kind of boyfriend makes their girlfriend cry on their 18th bday? And he had some lame excuse as to why. No guy has ever made me cry so much as he did |
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| Goodbye 16..... |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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So tommorow is my bday...and im turning 17 im finally catching up to everyone...I've looked back and thought of the last year,and about all the major events that has happened to me and such and man..alot has passed...like im grade 12 now, i ran for student council and won, i went to camp for 8 weeks, i went out with a guy i never thought about going out with,i learned to play the drums, i joined cadets and quit, I played in a mil band in cadets and in an AMAZING mil band at camp,i let go of ppl, lost love, lost ppl in my life, got the best grades of my life, made a lot of new friends, formed bonds and friendships with ppl that were acquaintances in grade 9, learned to love myself, learned that life doesnt always go so smooth, worked a full year w/o quitting, but most of all....i learned to love the age..16..what a wonderful age..and now im turning 1life goes by too quickly |
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| RETREAT ROCKED MY SOCKS =) |
[Oct. 12th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
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AMAZING is the only word to describe this past weekend. so much bonding time.it started off on tuesday. We all met up at school in the student council office, and after that we loaded the bus and it was of to cedar glen.. Well its in hickville nowhere Bolton..but still cedar glen itself is sooo beautiful, seriously, the whole place looks like a painting..well when we got there we played some games, found our rooms bunkmates..i was bunked with Thao.and then after we went to eat...after that we got split into two groups with the other group doing the high ropes obstical course and with us doing the digital photography.. i thought it was going to be boring but turns out it wasnt.. we did the scavenger hunt and taking pictures of stuff..and conquered this huge cliff it was so fun cause we went around the whole forested area and follwed all the trails and took such cool pictures..after that we did the comic storyboard..lol it was so jokes... karim and I had to dress up in hot bright spandex suits and be super heroes while janis, thao, and evalina were the bandits and karina, lisa and tania were the damzels in distress lol...it was so fun, we even got to keep the storyboard which was cool..anyways after that we had dinner and then it was free time.. well me, sukhbir, lisa thao and mason all went as a group outside, intending to go for a walk..but for no apparent reason we just all started trying to jump this garbage can....well after we all did it, mason was the only one that didnt, so when it was his turn, he said "imma do it for my mama's honour..." when he jumped and couldnt do it he was like 'screw that" but then we were like, "but what about ur mama's honour?" and he was like "o fuck that shit" lol it was sooo fucking hilarious, it doesnt sound funny when i write it in here, its one of those things where u have to be there for it to be funny.. and then we finally went for out hike..but then sukhbir decided that he wanted to vault over a picnic table but he was too short on his jump and his foot went through the table..well at that point we were all like O SHIT cuz we broke the table..well it was ok cuz no one was looking and we covered the broken spot with grass. Well we didnt go far cuz we ended up sitting down and talking which was nice, alotta bonding, then other ppl came and joined us..after that we had a grand bonfire which was fun...we sang songs, roasted marshmallows and made spider hotdogs and such, told stories, learned more about each other..it was really fun..well before bed, we all fooled around, we couldnt get a poker game going because of the advisors so we just all pulled pranks on each other, went to each others rooms and talked for a while..then we went to "bed" but really we stayed up talking lol..Well today when we woke up..had breakfast, went for a hike played manhunt in the woods, then had our SC meeting..after that we broke off into our groups..well our groups was doing the high ropes that day..man was it amazing!!! it was alotta teamwork and such and we all worked together..it was so cool cuz the first task was like swinging on the ropes onto the platform..man i felt like tarzan..it was so cool..The next big one was the giant's ladder a.k.a the high ropes..man that shit is hard!!! My partner was Karim and hes like 6'3 and it was hard for us to get up there..but when we finally made it up there, it was the best feeling in the world..like after doing that, i feel like i can do anything..theat obstical was hard because the planks were more far apart each time u went up, so near the top u had to hoist each other up using teamwork and communication..man it was a good workout..i got so many good pictures..cant wait for them to get developed...well after that we went loaded our stuff on the bus and went home..man i slept so well on the bus...God, i had such an amazing time..that really brought us all together and we all bonded and we all shared something special.... |
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| My dream is to fly |
[Oct. 2nd, 2005|07:35 pm] |
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I cant believe im going to university next year, i can't believe it! yesterday, right after work, me sukhbir and thao went to the university fair at the metro convention centre. We met up with janette and the other guys and were checking out the perspective universities. So far, I have narrowed down my choices to University of Toronto, UTM, McMaster, and maybe Western. The school i look forward to most are Western and UofT. I remember when Jackie took me to st. George. There were posters of UofT saying "great minds for a great future". Right at that time I thought to myself, I want to go to that university and be something. Hopefully next year, I can realize this dream. . The cutoff marks for these universities are not that bad, 85 percent cutoff for last year. Well, I have narrowed down my choices for the programs i would want to study. They are: Business, Life Science Forensic Science/, and Political Science.If i;m lucky, i will make it. These are just perspective dreams, it could mean i can get it, or things might change and i won't, o well most likely I will attain something just as good because I know myself and when I want something, I want it really bad and i almost always get it. Hopefully my dreams come true. |
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| final days of summer =( |
[Sep. 1st, 2005|10:17 pm] |
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Well school is almost starting and for the past week, ive been out just hanging around and having fun...well first i went with regine to get my eyebrows done lol..that was cool..chilled with her all day.. then the day after went with sukhbir to go to alex's thingy..went to amc and dimitre's.. it was pretty boring..too ritzy and expensive for us i guess..lol..then went to alex's condo and went to his party in the party room at his condo..things werent that great until they pulled out the drinks and started playing poker..haha just got a buzz..it was weird cuz i only won the pot AFTER i got a buzz haha guess my luck is greater when i drink haha..well it was pretty funny cuz some of them wanted to go to the grade nine orientation drunk..which was today..but we didnt so thats too bad. Well, today was the grade nine orientation and me and others had to go to school and introduce ourselves to the grade nines as the 2005-2006 council members..it was ok..we also sold spc cards..then after that me,sukhbir,lisa, and brian left, and brian went home..so then it was me, sukhbir, lisa, eric and jeremy..we went around shopping at square one and eating ..then after we went to the movies and watched four brothers..haha really awesome movies.after the movie went out and saw kei and debbie with their camilla friends..said hi and such and left right after...well after that went home and now im just at home with nothing to do..just watched that new show prison break..its a kick ass show..well thats all for now and o yes.. I"M NOT READY FOR SCHOOL!!!! |
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| goddamn i keep falling in the trap |
[Aug. 29th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
I saw A in Montreal while my group were staying there for a week. Damn, he's changed. He's gotten taller, maybe 5'11, almost 6'. He is going into first year at Oxford for Medical Science to become a surgeon.. I am so proud of him but he will never know because I will never tell him.
I had the time of my life in Montreal, Summer '05 |
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| Back from Camp |
[Aug. 26th, 2005|01:08 pm] |
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Well it's been a long time since i've written in this journal..Well its been a week since camp ended and, this may sound stupid but im starting to miss camp and all my camp buddies..all the fun times fucking around, playing street ball, pulling pranks.. i especially miss my baller buddies, all the black guys and yao.. haha hopefully ill get to do staff with all of them next year.. that is if i go back..i've learned more at camp then i learned at home..such a rewarding experience.. its weird how ive made better friends in 6 weeks then i have at home...not saying that my friends arent good friends..they're great..but when u live with the same ppl for 6 weeks, u become closer and get to know them better.. i also got drumming lessons from poon, appolloni, and clarke..theyre soo cool...well lately havent been doing anything.. almost going back to school..yay a whole new school year then NO MORE HIGHSHCOOL.. well gonna get my g2 licence soon but i've got a feeling that i might fail |
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| Wonderland =) |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|10:00 pm] |
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Today i went to wonderland. I decided to take my lil brother andy along because i thought that it would be unfair if i was out having fun while he was home all by himself..so turns out susan, janette, sarah, sukhbir, thao, jeremy, long, richard, eric,debbie,thao's friend and others that i cant remember went along.. it turned out to be a very fun day.. we went on many rides but the best one would have to be the drop zone.. wow my first time going and it was the best.... lol i had to return to go on it again.. yea it has a very nice view and everything... so pissed off cuz i spent like 15 dollars on the lil games and i didnt win anything.... i wanted so badly to win a spiderman doll for my brother but couldnt win it.. well sukhbir did the nicest thing today in which i am very greatful for.. he won the spiderman doll and gave it to my brother.. that made my brother very happy =) thanks sukhbir =)well turns out my little brother loves my friends but especially sarah... lol he still misses her even now lol... well did many other fun things but cant recall them right now... overall had a fun day.. having such a fun summer so far =D |
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| Im growing up!! =D |
[Jun. 24th, 2005|01:36 pm] |
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YAY SCHOOL"S OUT FOR THE SUMMER!!! finally did my last exam today =D.. yay its over, im finally done grade. 11 =D next year is gr. 12.. such a critical year.. im finally gonna start choosing what university i want to attend. ive been waiting to do that ever since i was a little kid.. ever since i was little and i hope next year that my grades will be better than this years so i can get the goetz club award and get a scholarship man thats all i want right now and hopefully i fullfill my goals and move away from this place and move forward in life... i feel so excited.. the fact that im getting older, gaining my independence, im growing up... man im growing up.. haha sounds so corny.. i cant wait to leave this place.. and make a better life for myself.. i cant wait... i cant stop waiting for the future.. for whats gonna eventually happen to me.. still have to choose my career path by next year.. hopefully it will be something that i love and enjoy.... |
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| Gr. 12 retreat |
[May. 19th, 2005|07:23 pm] |
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today was so fun!!!! it started off with the grade 12. retreat.... woke up and 6;20 and left at around 6:30 and went there to go help out.. me, janis, karina, and joana had to "lubricate" the watermelons for one of the games, well it turned out some ppl broke the watermelons, and it was so funny cuz ppl started picking it up and eating it..lol then after we had an all out war between us, the student council members and the voulunteers.. it was so funny, we even got some of the teachers.. after on the bus, i still had 2 waterballoons and i popped one on mr.longo's back, he just laughed..i brought the other to school and did a running jump and smacked it on sergio's back, it was funny cuz its splashed on him and on me..lol every1 thought it was funny,,, and to top off the fun day, me and suhkbir went and did truck with justin.. and mark shows up in his new, sexy, corvette, the new one...C6 |
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| on cloud 9 |
[May. 13th, 2005|04:12 pm] |
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Today was a a very good day.. it started off with the student council elections, wEveryone sed my speech was hilarious and a lot of ppl were laughing. Im pretty sure i bombed the calc test but who cares i won!! =P next years council is gonna be awesome i think its gonna be the best year of my highschool life... cant wait for next year wen i can really take on the role.... cant wait to graduate next year also.. and drive.... :D next year is gonna be soo good.....:D |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 23rd, 2005|12:51 pm] |
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Today is April 23, 2005. just got home from Courtland's house after working on a project...currently soooo tired. yesterday went to square terminal to meet up with Anthony and ended up seeing debbie and thao. since they wanted to go play pool, we decided to go along.. so later went to captains to play pool and we ended up seeing janette and sarah..p;layed pool then went to sum restaurant, after went to square but it was too late to go shopping.. something that we intended to but didnt end up doing it... well he ended up getting in trouble and it was kinda my fault cuz i decided to drag him along.. i feel like an ass for getting him in trouble.hmmmmm well currently have so much to do like write the intent to run forms for student council plus calc... cant wait for the summer so i dont have to worry about shit. |
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| today |
[Apr. 19th, 2005|09:31 pm] |
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today is tuesday april 19 2005. Just got home from cadets from doing PT.. nice physical workout....really happy cuz got qualified for the gold fitness badge YAY!!! well neways had a so so day.. just one of those days where nothing really happens.. went to school, went home, went to cadets just the usual noting special happened.. o well tommorow will be a better day :D |
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| list |
[Apr. 17th, 2005|11:31 pm] |
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There are so many things i would like to accomplish in life.. but here is a list of what i would really like to do before i die...
1. Visit atleast one country in each continent
2. go sky-diving
3. the amazing race
4. Camp in the great outdoors
5. GDNA test
6. sleep under the stars
7. own a sexy motorcycle or a chopper
8. ride in a convertible with the hood off and the wind blowing through my hair
9. walk on hot coals
10. go backpacking
11. visit my cousins in norway, germany and austrailia
12. fall in "head over heels" in love with someone who loves me back
13. go skinny dipping
14. go to a male strip club
15. go to a female strip club
16. sponsor a kid in a third world country and give them a chance to go to school
17. be successful in life
18. have amazing children
19. run in a marathon
20. play on a soccer team
21. bring my kids back to my old neighbourhoods and tell them "see kids, this is where mommy came from"
22. pull a heist
23. experience the mob life
24. show my mom the world
25. tell my dad all his flaws and mistakes
26. kick my brother's ass
27. find God
28. learn to do a back flip
29. dye my hair
30. shave my head
31. raise a funtional family
32. be a cool mom
33. give my kids amazing names with meaning
34. marry someone that i love and not for convienience
35. never get into debt, get divorced, or get whipped by my husband/spouse
36. make amends with ppl i hurt
37. forgive ppl who hurt me
38. start a protest
39. give up some of my life to help the needy or the poor
40. adopt a kid from a third world country
41. love my job and be successful at it
42. put my lil brother through university
43. make my mom really proud
44. overcome my fear of bees
45. make my whole extended family proud
46. bring hope to my family back home
47. ride in a hot air balloon
48. lose v card
49. run for office
50. make a good salary
51. go mountain climbing
52. be in a bullfight
53. be in the annual tomato war
54. realize that some ppl i love are gone forever
55. go to new orleans to attend the mardi Gras festival
56. make a difference in someone's life
57. go see a major sporting event
58. go see real madrid in action
59. see the dallas cowboys win a superbowl
60. ask my dad where he was throughout my childhood
61. tell someone i love how i really feel
62. swim with a dolphin
63. stand naked under a waterfall
64. jump off a cliff with ropes
65. learn to do tightrope walking
66. love my life
67. stay young and vibrant even when im getting old
68. learn how to juggle
69. learn how to walk om my hands
70. trust someone comepletely
71. go to vegas and spend more money than i make in one paycheck
72. go deep sea fishing and eat my own catch
73. reflect on my greatest weakness and use it as a strength
74. do a whole week famine
75. learn how to ski
76. go snowboarding
77. wear white clothes and roll down a big hill
78. learn how to be open with others
79. learn to live in the present and not in the past
80. learn a whole new language
81. attend a concert and get in a mosh pit
82. attend a rodeo
83. go horseback riding
84. climb an apple tree and eat the apples while sitting on top
85. live till i see my grandkids grow up
86. get into university
87. show care and committment to a someone
88. see a lunar eclipse
89. see a solar eclipse
90. own a nice benz or beemer
91. own a nice house and live in a nice neighbourhood
92. learn how to take a compliment
93. make it through university and get a degree
94. appreciate the beauty of sunrise and sunset
95. meet my soulmate or come to the realization of my soulmate
96. own one very expensive piece of clothing
97. spend one day just eating expensive foods or delicacies
98. see atleast one of the seven wonders of the world
99. marry a wonderful person who has flaws, but learns from them and will never abandon me
100.live life to its fullest and learn more about myself and learn to love myself comepletely |
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| another entry |
[Apr. 2nd, 2005|11:33 am] |
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today is april 2nd 2005 and i sit here writing in my journal once again. Just got home from thao's house after doing the famine.. it was pretty fun but i was soooo hungry... now i have a huge stomach ache bcuz i stuffed my face in the morning lol.. still have to finish chem hw blah have to go to work later.. haha yesterday discovered, after sleeping beside her that debbie snores in her sleep lol haha gotta tell her that one... well thats all for now and maybe tommorow will be even better. |
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| today |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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today is march 31, 2005 and i sit at my computer writing this journal entry. Wanna make my journal look nicer but dont have the time to do all the fancy html shit.... today went to work and did truck with sukhbir pretty fun.. tommorow is the famine and dont even know if i can survive it... AHHHH 30 hours without eating!!!! well neways need to start working out again and start getting by abs back from the summer....lol so sad cant even do 20 push ups without getting tired no more. Also new goal for the year is to build up physical strentgh and endurance. Also need to do better in school... grades r soso but can b better o well tommorow is another day... |
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| today |
[Mar. 20th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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Today is March 19, 2005 and I sit at my messed up computer posting this journal. Yesterday I went to T.O. with Janette and Sarah.. people that I dont see too often. First, we went to Eaton centre, checked out the Hard Rock Cafe and then just walked around for a while. After that we went to Chinatown LMAO.. WAA!!! 5 for $1.99!!! hehe so typically asian... after that went to susie`s party. Had a few too many to drink and jus got a buzz. Went home at around 12. Overall yesterday was pretty fun but the party, I thought was going to b better.. u no more drinks, grinding, sex, gang banging... lol jokes jus thought there would b sum of the "stuff" i like and more drinks but overall yesterday was pretty fun.. the highlight of the whole march break aside from the car show |
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